hihi. back again to blog. blog smth to let ya all know. been feeling great. fri cg is good. sat fall sick but well again wif God's grace and strength and healing. amen. sunday go for svc. had fellowship wif cgm at tampines mall. enjoyed ourselves there. went arcade play games. been very long never play arcade le. after that they all gg home study for the students. this yr my cg a lot of O and A levels students. last min mugging le. anyway after that i meet my clicks naresh and fajin at town. i not meeting any other ppl. btw me and her are just purely friends. nth else. dun talk about it le. i wanna rise up and go to another level. went fellowship and shopping at orchard area. chung kiat from sound ministry also came. we all stayed ard the same area. we stayed till i reach home ard 9pm. enjoyed myself. the next day is my first day of work le.

mon which is yesterday is first day of work. weird and funny stories. tell ya more if ya wanna know. anyway in general not that bad. ended work at 7pm. quite a long day. had conversation wif amelie and mikki. reach home ard 9pm. watched the 9pm show. the show is nice. after that online for a while. suddenly after i had my QT i just fall asleep. think i just exhausted. wake up ard 12plus. wished my sis happy bday. 21 yrs old le. hee. after that had conversation wif huixian, sister and friend in church. get to know her better and more. enjoyed talking to her. i wake up ard 10 this morn. eat "shou" mian together as a family for my sister bday. and then i now online lor. later probably haf cg outing at vivocity. maybe a movie. i not sure. see how.

anyway that's all. shall blog again. Selamat Hari Raya!!! ciao~

Updated@12:50 PM

hi just happen to surf net and see this personality test. below is my results. the website is http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx... go try it out yourself and let me know yrs...

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
somewhat true i guess. i think. what do you think?

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.aha! this sentence is absolutely true! This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. no lei i aint flooded with girlfriends yet *winks*

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. hahaha not experienced enough to figure this out aint i? ^^ joking. very truth. waiting for the right one...

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. dont even know how to flirt or behave seductively, so very funny ahahaha. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? oh gawd i dont do this! and i so DO NOT have admirers hanging off my arms. my arms cant feel the weight at all!

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. er currently right now, i think i am more interested in finishing watching princess hours. ><

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. i do? i thought i have been pretty focused on what i wanted to be.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. er that depends on what i ultimately end up to be right?

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. absolutely accurate! i am learning to be independent, so wait for news one day that i've finally learnt to watch movies alone :) just joking...

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. absolutely. people think i am uncle kevin to them. come come got free advice here! =X

Updated@10:15 AM

hi guys i am back to blog. wanna clarify things. the earlier post i posted is a very negative side of me. i was down and feeling not ok. well i am ok. thanks for the concern. well i am still emotional about my feelings. well gotta step out of it. anyway i will start work next week le. glad. happy. joy. be gg back to my old job. work in citibank at millenia tower there. these past few days i thank god for open doors and favours. will share my testimony over at cg. shall enjoy and make full use of this week to relax myself. btw my sis borrowed the Goong the princess hours dvd. yeah i able to watch it. been looking forward to watch it. thank God for everything. that's all ciao~

Updated@10:10 PM

hi i am back here blog again. erm past few days not bad. lazing ard and resting. wanna go out enjoy myself but in the end no. stay at home nua.. online surf net watch tv sleep. waiting for the job agent to call me. it seems no purpose for me at all. no goals for me to achieve. wanna go swim tan gym but lazy and alone. no mood to go too. anyway dun brood over it. yest i went for cg. enjoy myself there. missed two cg previously. anyway fellowship wif them. i was moved during the worship. god really speak to me. after the cg, fellowship for a while before gg home. went home wif xia nan emily and carol. well these three gals talk non-stop. haha. i dunno why it seem i dun haf the fire and desire in me anymore. i now afraid of backsliding. sometimes i dun haf the feeling to go church and cg. i now envy guys have girlfriends they can care for, show love wif. i now need a girlfriend. haha. maybe i think too much le. well i just lift this to God and He will lead the way. i still holding onto a promise the pact i made wif her. i am now confused. why some girls can take relationship so lightly. or they just fooling ard. i am serious this time...

we were so close before. chat non-stop. anything everywhere. but now we just drift apart. further further away. i suddenly feel so lonely, left out in a remorse place. so scary. previously u need me to be yr pillar but then changed le. why? the smses letters email msn all perish le. i cried, being hurt, u just name it. i dunno why i become not the usual me le. God pls help me. lift me up once again. i need ya strength grace and favours and most impt blessings!!!

well tml gg for svc. can't wait for the arise and build to start. god pls show me a amount to pledge. stretch my faith. when we sow in tears we will reap in joy. amen.

Updated@4:27 PM

hi i finally blog le. i am back home le after 14 day stay at SGH there. happy. i breathed the gasp of air once i step out of the building. exposed to the sun there. well just happy for a while. went home together wif the guys i stayed with. i made quite a lot of friends over there including the nurses. they are just one bunch of good friends and ppl to mix wif. throughout these 14 days, many things happened. ppl parted from me made new friends. had new revelations and thoughts. now i just alone at home. not used to it yet. anyway i gg later back for outpatient visit. meet again and see the ppls there. now waiting for my mum to come back da pao my dinner. quite some time never see her. once i reached home just now. i missed home. my bed. shower. hee. just wake up not long ago. supposed to meet someone but i missed it. had a good quality sleep. feeling like gg out to enjoy myself. let loose of myself. anyway is just my imagination...
anyway i gg off le. gotta wash up and prepare to go out le. ciao~

Updated@6:26 PM

hihi. here to blog. 4 more days before i finish my medical research study. well my stay has been good so far. enjoy myself here. i don mind gg for more these kind of studies. i just eaten my lunch. had a late lunch. well that's all. today sat gg to watch svc online later. i miss 2 wks of cg le. now surfing net and msn. make quite a lot of friends here. the nurses also. yeah that's all. ciao~

Updated@2:35 PM

hihi. sorry for the late entry again. lazy and busy. anyway i am fine. for those who looking forward to my entry i am sorry. anyway i am doing medical research on new medicine in SGH. gotta stay in for 14 days. we are volunteers doing these. we are paid $2055 for 14 days stay. not bad rite. act is just like a lazy job. eat sleep play games online watch movie cable tv soccer. live in a air-conditional place. got nurses taken care of us. not bad. get to know more friends too. anyway i am the youngest there. avg is end 20s. married got kids also haf. working adults, those studying in uni or taking private also here. good life here just that cannot stay out of the unit and strict meals but the food here is good. we cannot see the life outside plus the sun too. we feel cold all the way. lol. imagine haf to wear jacket thru out the day. for me lah cos i easy quite cold one. that's all about my stay over here at SGH. today is the 6th day le. 8 more days to go. sad thing is i miss cg and svc for 2 wks. sob. anyway it will be good. yeah that's all gtg bye. ciao~

Updated@10:34 AM