hihi i am back to blog le... these few days been thru ups and downs. went for prayer meeting on thur nite. very good. while studying and reading up notes for my next morn paper. i took authority and haf faith that i can do well even though i should go home study. had revelation when in prayer meeting. was fasting and i just let go off anything that distract me. pray until no voice and sore throat. after that went home. kwek is sick finally. haha. jk. i really wanna take care of her. gotta wait. i will continue pray for her. hopefully by now she is alright le. wanna send her home but i gotta submit smth and finish mugging my paper. really worry about her while on the way home.. so i sleep late that night. next morn. early morn go sch hopefully teacher give us tips for the paper. ended up the paper turn out to me lah. easier. all the diff qns never come out. make me anxious and fear. thank god for everything. prayed before taking the paper. finally my projs assignments and tests all over liao!!! praise the lord for that.. so relieved lah when i went home just now. shared wif my mum. so after the test i went for bs wif my zs charmaine. i was a bit earlier. she was there le. i shared wif her my problems. had a good chat wif her. i will continue seek God and pray for my prayers to be answered. i will continue persevere on.. amen.
it was raining after my paper. i hate raining when i gotta move about and travel a lot.. so after bs i went home. first day of the week go home so early. guess really no where to go and tired bah... ok i gg off le. gg to do clearing up of stuff and prepare for tml.. tml afternoon prayer meeting for my zone.. after that svc at expo. :> ciao~

Updated@10:18 PM

hihi. i am back to blog. now wed liao.. haha for the past two days been out lor. after sch.. mon went to go out wif bread to suntec lor. ended up never watch movie. only dinner and walking ard. not bad for a good fellowship. will go out more and longer next time k. u promised to watch movie wif me the next time wor. ok. not bad for monday.. tuesday i after sch went sim lim collect my long overdue service lap top. waited for so long liao. before i reach there i even make a call to them say i will reach there soon to collect. but then they asked to delay the timing. say they are busy to help me fix back the lap top. wat duhz.... their service and customer relations is that bad lor.. thank god after waiting close to a hr plus, i take back and never pay back any money. if they asked me for money for svc charge, i will surely shout at them or sue them to Case. just kidding... now gotta find cure for my lap top again liao... motherboard crashed. mum say she can ask my neighbour for help.. see how lor....

So after that i rushed down to mikki's hse for pasta outreach cum dinner. i was the latest but got valid reason. i create jokes and entertain them. my friend came and i get to fellowship wif her. went home ard 9pm then go home le. quite tired and sleepy. reached home bath eat supper then more awake liao..

can't wait for thur prayer meeting wif pastor kong. aiya. sad thing is next morn i got test.. i must haf faith i will do it well. :> yeah that's all going to read my revision test notes le. ciao~

Updated@11:56 PM

hihi guys. sorry for the past few days busy and tired to blog. these few days i go out from my hse early in the morn till late night.. morn 6 plus go out le till late night 2 plus 3 came back home.. tired.. and being stretched. just finished my qt and assignments. thank god i managed to finish on time. i finish it by today in case tml morn i wake up late or no mood to finish. lol.

Fri - sch then reach home. went out wif friends for movie and dinner. ended up no movie cos we drag. reach home ard 2 plus 3. took night rider home.:> sleep ard 3 plus 4.

Sat - wake up 6 plus to prepare for the emerge captain ball event. at former NIE, Evans Rd. anyway we played well and reached the finals. it will be on 2 Jun at Expo hall 7. come down support us k. we are team CT 15. after the game. we haf cg at wei ken hse. cool place. during cg. i teared and cried and i really feel holy spirit speaking to me. the cg sermon is about spiritual hunger. do we wanna be hungry Christian or just obendient Christian? cos this week i gone thru a lot and being stretched. thank God for everything in my life. :> so after cg we took cab rush for svc. we went for extra svc to attend Pst Casey Treats svc. He is cool, good speaker. he really engage us and speak a word in season. sat svc sermon is about faith. Faith change the whole world. speak to the problems and not talk about the problems etc. after that meet up wif hershey and then went home tgt. home ard 12 plus. do my assignments till ard 3 then cannot take it le then go sleep le.

Sun - morn wake up go for my own svc. oversleep a little. but managed to reach church not very late. today svc sermon is about our visions is our future. i had a sudden stomachache straight after worship. thank god i never get to sit behind the crowd. i managed to go back my seat and sit. today our cg sit quite in front. just behind few rows of pastors' row. enjoyed praise and worship and of cos the sermon. after svc. we had fellowship and haf our lunch at the BK expo there. went home ard late afternoon. my flesh told me to go home sleep cos i now very tired physically and mentally. my mind told me is very early to go home now. haha. feeli like gg out. but ended up went back home wif wei ken. yeah talking about wei ken. he is a new member. today he give his heart to Jesus. thank God for that. i walked wif him to the altar call. he is such a cute guy. small and chubby. we haf good fellowship tgt. i will continue to sow into his life. cheers. once reach home. bath. then online clear my mails. then tell myself not to like on bed and sleep. lol. manged to clear some of my proj stuff. then dinner time. then watch tv. till just now finish up my assignments and qt. yeah that's all about it :> ciao~

Updated@11:50 PM

hihi ppls. just find some time to blog..
bad day for me... my hp line is cut. so no communication... never get to contact wif cgms. my classmates and group project mates. today after class last min got proj to do but i never know.

pray that my mum will help me pay the bills. i really need my phone line back.... i gotta finish my assignments.. maybe meetin hershey later... tml another long day le... :>

jia you!!! kevin. god can use u this way. he surely can bring u through it. amen.. :>

Updated@3:57 PM

hihi. i am back once again to blog.... sorry never get to update regularly... i did online but never get to blog.. dunno wat to blog liao... no mood to blog....

these few days as usual sch and assignments and projects.. online and online chat..
sat gg to be whole day packed again.. morn play captain ball, afternoon cg. evening got svc...
gotta praise for strength and grace... :>

gotta pray for financial miracles... God i really need u.... :>

Updated@11:47 PM

hihi guys. i am back to blog.. today not that bad. today tues. wake up quite early in the morn. sms someone. then online for a while before tired then nap again until afternoon for class. today lesson quite boring... after finish. meet up wif friend for dinner at jp. then friend fetch me home wor. dun haf the mood to hang out cos someone already ask me go home early and dun always go out le.. well gotta rush finish my projs and assignments le. everything deadline is coming le..

well now waiting for my leader ask me out for meal. wonder he wanna me to do wat.. i await for more challenges and things for me to stretch and help out.

this emerge 2007 i participate a lot of events. myself i join bball, captain ball, pos, sms shoot out, 8-ball pool, bowling and 4X100m relay. the captain ball and relay is mikki ask me to join. hopefully i can do well and win ar. i drop off the bball and sms shoot out cos crash wif my sch schedule...

ok. i gg to finish up my stuffs and go pray le. ciao~

Updated@10:11 PM

hihi guys. back to blog le. been some days never blog le. sorry for that. sorry those who got read my blog.. no one tag my tag board. sad sad.

Friday - normal day for me. morning sch. afternoon went out. was a long day. then go for cg in the evening. stayed quite late. plan the outing for sat outreach.

Saturday - wake up very early. prepare and plan last min planning for the outing. reached east coast park ard 8am. in the end members come late and few friends turn up. cgl talked to us at night and discipled us. but the outing is a successful one. it will be a stepping stone for me. God use me even though i am sick and weary and busy. at times i really feel down and tired and dun wan to continue. but i still got persevere. with mikki and bowen hard work too. i wanna contribute too. thank god for everything. He made us pull thru. evening we went for svc. pst phil and ccc band are here this week. come wif new songs. and svc sermon is very impactful. talked about faith sermon, though he preached before, but the details and revelation is differ. had 3 hr long svc but to me i did not feel or realise it. after that miracles happen at the end svc. healing took place... praise the lord. after that we had debrief. after that meet up wif hershey + membs and headed home. tired sick and weary are the feelings when i get back home. but still got gotta do my proj and assignments.

Sunday - wake up went for svc. today we never get to sit quite near to the stage. but today presence is very tangible and i really blessed. i sit beside the actor who always act as jesus. that sector is meant for those bvs' girlfriends or boyfriends. i sitted here cos my side is full and new friend no seat so gotta change place. yeah this week is friendship connection. gotta contain them.
after the svc. shaun debrief us. after that went for fellowship and lunch wif the members. was misleaded by my cgm that the bs we hafing. anyway is already over le. i dun blame her. after that bs. is the last lesson of " choosing the right partner ", i graduated. hee. can find my partner and gf le. hee. *hints* *hints* after that went back to food court rejoin my members. they hafing spelling bee and maths events for the emerge. and they gotta stayed back quite late. i went off after the fellowship. was tired wanna meet up with someone but end up i went back home. took a short nap cos really tired after bath. watched tv - the charity show. gotta do and rush asignments and qtQtqt le. ciao~

Updated@12:29 AM

hi ppls. sorry for the past few days never update. been busy and tired. tests follow by projects follow by church activities. just been thru smth emotionally. now emo grounded. sat we had combined zone cg. well the atmosphere is good. charmaine really speaks a word in season and really deeped rooted in me and stir my inner man. sunday svc we had syed roger speak to us in svc. he is a very good communicator and he speak well thruout the whole svc talking about his life. his time from young how he was sexually abused till now become a father of 1 daughter. how amazing god can use him to be a able man and speak to thousands of ppl about his story.

well had some disappointment when ppl upset u and fail u down. delayed u. irritate u. becos of stress and proj deadline i become like this. past few days i been hafing sore throat cough running nose. the combination of common sickness. i think i also haf the sickness as cheryl. God, pls send yr angels down and protect us from sickness, bind the devils not to pull us down at this critical time. that's why when i dealing wif personal prob i tend to be a bit tempered. sorry for those that i offended.

yest afternoon meet up wif the members celebrate my cgm bowen bday at gelare at citylink. we eat ard 5 plates of waffles. wow hee. after that discuss about the this coming sat outing at east coast. we gg to haf cycling trip. plan a bit then off they went shopping. i really no mood to shop. dunno why. i keep thinking about hershey. wat happen to hershey! called her friend ask where hershey is. hershey mia liao. cannot find hershey thru the phone. really worry me. at that time i really scared smth happen to hershey. cannot find hershey the whole day. fro morn, afternoon, evening.

had prayer meeting after that. my mind keep pondering about. confused about why hershey wanna be like this. but i make my mind. think about this after the pm. charmaine really speaks smth into our heart. i was helping the sound system. the HS really speaks to me. He say right now at this period of time i will go thru trials and tribulations before i willl bless u in return for the things i prayed and asked for. * hershey this is wat i wanna say * charmaine laid hands on me. i keep on crying not tearing. the tangible presence of his really touches me and melts my heart. i cannot describe any further. after the meeting. charmaine speaks to the helpers. ask us gotta rise up to the occasion and help the younger ones. thank god today i manage the sound system there is no major interferences.

after that i prepare for the later session before naresh take over me. our cg had dinner at long john silver at central there. had a good time fellowship there. after that they went home. i went back riverwalk wait for the later session. i was early and i sat at the sofa there. then comes this young girl. she looking for aunt mary. she feel lost and worried she cannot find her. i help her look ard the place and canot find aunt mary. then she realise she knows her aunt mary nos. when i was about to call, aunt mary and another kid came. then i realise they went to the toliet. aunt mary is the family maid. the little girl say thanks to me. she had the nicest smile. haha. then they went off le. smile back too.

thru this i learn smth. the holy spirit tells me. i am just like the small girl. i am God. He is always ard there to help me. guide me. the maid is the holy spirit, the other kid is like my friends. He will bring friends into my life. when i am lost or worried, He will protect me guide me care for me, help me. this revelation really speaks into my heart mind.

i sat at the sofa for a while before they ended. tidy up the cables and mics for the sound system. attended the debrief before we went back together. had a long day. tire and worried and stress day. thruout my journey back home. i sms to hershey and friends. really worry me. i shall not say here. since it is already over. :> i sleep very late yest.

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sryformywordstemper.dunassumeiamalwaysnicegoodanddoesnotsuitu,uarewrongcosinow
wannabetheniceguyinyrlife,iknowuwillbenicelovingtomewhenwearetgt.dunworryaboutanything
nowGodwillovercomeyrvalleyandHewillbringthruit.Iwillkeepuinprayeralwaystakecarehershey.

Updated@11:28 AM

hihi. sorry ppls. never updated for the past few days.. busy and lazy.. hee... erm anyway still got ppls wish me bday after my bday pass. thxs and appreciate it.. later afternoon haf combined zone meeting. will be at riverwalk. cool. gg to be busy and helping out wif the sound. be there early.. think i gg to sleep soon. i think. just now nap at the sofa while watching tv. so tired... ciao~

Updated@12:03 AM

hihi. i am back at home. erm today my bday at home. but still ok lah. had dinner wif family just now... :> anyway duno wat to blog also. just update these only. gg to study for test. :)

Updated@9:25 PM

hihi ppls. now morning time. wake up early at ard 9am. i slept at ard 2am. wake up by bday greeting smses and calls. thanks everyone who still rem my bday. appreciate it for your every call and sms. muackie!!!

really dun have mood to go sch today for class. erm today my class is just physically be there mark attendance only. cos today is presentation. my grp already presented last wk le. so today can dun need to come one... maybe just go for 1st half only. :>

act got quite few plans to go. dunno leh. see how lor.. updates later :>

Updated@10:45 AM

hihi back again to blog... something to tell everyone


Happy Birthday to Me!!!


yeah today is my bday. well sad thing is gotta study for my test and need to stay at home. sob sob and also haf sch. class from 2-5pm. so sad right the timing. well supposed to celebrate wif someone but she cannot make it cos of family committment. sad wor. anyway nvm think will celebrate wif elaine and joshua and sherlynn.

just came back from prayer meeting... wow i love prayer meeting. really yr inner man is exercised and really strengthed. thank god for today. after class, classmate fetch me to expo. so good hor. meet up wif my cgm for dinner. cos he reach quite early. after that go queue.

pm started. speak in tongues for 15 mins. today pm passes very fast. time flies when u pray and serious with something. after that i got back my bday card. meet up wif mikki and michelle and went back hm together. after that met xian and her cgms back home together.

pray today i will enjoy my bday and friends will remember my bday... lolx. qtQtqtQt liao. ciao~

Updated@12:22 AM

hihi back again to blog. nth much though had sch yest. till normal time 5pm. meet my member at orchard mrt. she helped me to exchange my bday present cos the tee is quite tight for me. after that go vivo meet scallop. had "excitement and fun" over there. scallop should know. after that went home le. i was very hungry and hungry. went home eat then bathe then online till ard 1am. before sleep go and pray too. had a very good encounter with God. maybe i am tired he really speaks to me. :>

today wake up 10 plus. online and surfing net while waiting to go sch. today after sch maybe a quick dinner then off to expo for prayer meeting. everyone out there must go k. u sure haf a good time praying and pray for the mission team and church and yr life too!!! i will be gg too cya there. i meeting my members at 7pm. quite late lor. i will be there early. :> stay tuned later for updates!!! ciao~

Updated@12:14 PM

sorry for the long post. just feel like to blog and share wif u all these that i learnt.

so after the service. we had fellowship at the food court. only me and joan and wei cong. the rest went town area cos we had bs later. a good time fellowship over there. i had 2 rds of meal and fruit. so full and tired after that. so bloated. following wanna share wat i learnt in bs.

i attending the bs " choosing the right partner" 6 lessons althoughter. today is lesson 4.

1st lesson : 8 types of relationships that won't work

1) You care more about your partner than he does about you.
2) You are in love with your partner's potential.
3) You are on a rescue mission
4) You look up to yr partner as a role model
5) You are infatuated with your partner for external reasons
6) You and your partner are really "trench buddies"
7) You choose a partner in order to be rebellious
8) Your partner is available

2nd lesson: 8 fatal flaws in relationships

1) Anger
2) Victim consciousness
3) Control Freak
4) Sexual Immorality
5) Hasn't grown up
6) Emotionally unavailable
7) Hasn't recovered from past relationships
8) Emotional damage from childhood

3rd lesson : 5 compatibiity time bombs in relationships

1) significant age differences
2) different spiritual convictons
3) different social, ethnic, educational background
4) overbearing in-laws
5) long-distance relationships

so today the 4th lesson is talking about we are wrong to looking for personalities traits and we should be looking for character

the key to choosing the right partner is to look for a person with good character, not simply good personality.

character determines how a person will treat himself, you, and one day yr children. character is the foundation of any relationship..

4th lesson : 7 qualities to look for in a mate. <-- these all may not apply

1) committment to personal growth
2) Emotional openals
3) Integrity
4) Maturity and Responsibility
5) Healthy Self-Esteem
6) Positive attitude towards life
7) Personal Chemistry

hope these will help you. will update again for my future lessons. yeah gg to qtQtqt le. ciao~

Updated@11:44 PM

Sunday

today. early morning wake up for svc. was a bit late. had stomachache when i go out. always like this happens when morn time then rushing one. had a good time praise and worship. sermon is fantastic too. the svc sermon is as follows :

" Make doing good a part of doing well " wow this seems difficult to understand for most of u all.

Jesus is the example. he went about doing good. love human-beings.

We gotta be philanthropic & a worker of good.

Acts 10:38 says the two areas of the ministry : 1) doing good 2) healing all those who oppress
- these are the works of Jesus Christ. he did not neglect the natural realm.

as Js 2 says without faith we will be perish. we need to demostrate our faith. is the natural needs.

Gal6:9 , 2Tess3:13, 1Pet2:15 are mentioned in the bible about " doing good"

- pst then talked about corporation also haf the character & personalities of a person.

Mt16:26 says that our soul is more valuable than the profits of this world.

next the highlights is talking about " The Power To Validate "

meaning : from an individual(one person) -> a group(12ppls) -> a team(120ppls) -> a community(everyone or the whole world)

pst refer these to the story of Jesus Christ talking about himself and the disciples and the team and every believers in the community.

- for this cause we live for a vision and for a cost <--- this really impacted me a lot.

Leadership brings influence.
a leader has foresight visions about the things infront and future. able to sense and see the possible fixtures

so the qn is u wanna be a victim of circumstation or a good leader who has good foresights and stand up for every pitfalls he/she falls in??

I wanna be the leader of course!!!!

cheers~

Updated@11:24 PM

hihi back again to blog. these 2 days been quite busy and long.

Saturday

wake up early morn. went sch for proj. after that had cg at bowen's hse. my first time gg there. got lost and misleaded by him. and i already late le. anyway nvm. his hse is nice and neat. i like his hse. simple yet homely. he lived in the 28th floor. first time at a hse that is so high. his window view is magnificent. can oversee the whole of the town area. he lived at queenstown. 10mins from town bah. cos i after that rush cab to town area meet my friends for proj. need 4 plus dollars only for cab fare. yeah.

cg is good. sermon is good. " Progressive Committment " talked about Abraham and his committent to God. he is a good friend of God. wow how i wished i am good friend of God. :>
God bless him with the descendents.

We gotta characterise with our walk with God. we need to examine ourselves where our path is just and brighter each day. we need to be more and more brighter and not duller as we carry the cross wif us. we need to be the light of the earth.

I really wanna be like Abraham. he forsake lots even though there is no guarantee returns cos he believe God's spoke word. be it for us. we haf the holy spirit, the bible, the church, pastors and leaders to tell us, disciple us.

family detachment sometimes we need to consider when we decide to follow God. we still love our parents but we also love ur fatherly God. as wat the 5th commdandents say we gotta love our parents. i am ready and willing to sacrifice myself my everything to God in exchange for his blessing his longings, his touch, his love, his everything. i pray that my walk wif Him will be sweet and eternal.

yeah. so after cg. i had a surprise. they celebrated my bday. cos after cg i wanna talk to shaun, my cgl and then gotta go le.but they somehow delay me. they prayed for me and i had a nice big bday card and a nice present. thank God for everything and w426 my cg.

after that went to meet my friends. after that watched soccer live at shaw hse there. the epl match btw liverpool & man utd. man utd won in the end at the dying mins. what a great match to watch. after that callled scallop. suppose to meet her but too late le end up wasted trip and home alone, but know that u home safely can already. scallop i not blaming u again. haha.

i sleep ard 2 like that. been praying about lots. myself, cg, taiwan mission team and church.

Updated@11:02 PM

hihi. wat a day for me today. been raining ever since i end sch. today early morn wake up for lesson. quite tired. reached class. surprised to see so few classmates. all come so late lor. most of them come after the break which is halftime for us like that. all no mood to study. fri weekend mood. aiya cos our fri lect, the lecturer teaches us not from the notes but from her slides. we just need to transfer her data into our lap top or thumbdrive. she always ask us go home study and read up. hai boring lecturer. so end up only few classmates will attend.

after class went for lunch wif classmates. called scallop wanna give surprise visit. ended up scolded by scallop. i used a wrong way called up. sorry!!! after lunch, went to nuh to find my eye doc. wanna get a memo form from her cos that time during hospital leave, i missed my one of the test. and also gotta ask the patient svc centre for some admin docu of my insurance's claims. a bit troublesome. went so many places within the hospital. after finish everything gg home then come the big continuous rain.

shuttle bus to mrt then back home. while talking to scallop. i do a good deed again. hee. helped scallop. hope u enjoyed yrself today!!!

reached home. eat some snacks while touchin up my project. act i should sleep but dunno why. good weather to sleep wor. do until 7pm then watch tv.

well prayed that scallop and her friend enjoy today... cheers~


ilovetoeatscallopjustjokingiloveherlots!!!

Updated@8:57 PM

hihi. back again to blog. a bit tired and busy for the past 2 days. thanks for the encouragement someone gave me for my earlier posts. pondering wheher to del or edit the posts. well decided not to as wanna leave me a memory bah.

these 2 days been raining non-stop. nice weather to haf a good sleep and rest. now resting while waiting for 10pm show. and waiting for someone to reach home. i am not angry wif u k. know u busy and ended late today. i am fine wif it. i will haf more chances next time. =>

yeah btw yest i after sch went vivo wif someone and her grps of members. enjoyed myself had good quality and fellowship. hope u love the cheesecake. i will buy u more next time lolx. make u fat. joking.... i love it when i make u happy. hope u like it and love my company... cheers~

ok nth to blog le. dunno wat to blog also. those who visit my website. hope u like my blog site. ciao~

Updated@9:32 PM