hi guys. i am still awake at this hour... time check now is 2.30am le. gg to sleep soon. just finish pack my luggage. yeah i gg later to KL emerge le. looking forward to this event. gotta wake up at 6am later. gotta reach harbour front there at 7.15am. pls pray for me and the whole team. ok i gg off le.

stay tuned for the updates i bring back from KL emerge. nitez.....

Updated@2:31 AM

"If I take a hold of your hand today, I'll never let it go again and things will be very difficult for you.

"Will you let me hold your hand?"

Excerpts from Korean drama, The Snow Queen

Life is tough but would u let me be there to stand by at your side to stand in the gap and support u always...

Would You??


Life has been a drastic change for me. i feel it will be a turning point for me. whether to turn out good or bad, that gotta depends on me.

i going off for KL emerge on Tues. i feel there is not expectancy in me at all, maybe due to some things that happened dampened my mood. God, i hear about the spiritual concentration sermon. really impacted me and i will put down and let go. i will re-shifted my focus again. my devotion onto u will never be the same like before again.

This time round i gotta do something and i really meant it. it is gg to be tough, but i shall walk and go these mountains with ease. no mountain shall pull me down from conquering. i shall make these mighty mountains be level ground. Amen....

tomorrow meeting to buy stuffs for my KL emerge, shop for tolietries etc. evening meeting the taiwan emerge ppl for a gathering&dinner. finally this day comes as they prepared since when we reached spore that time. looking forward to fellowship with them...

Updated@10:25 PM

hihi. update with u some stuff. i gg to make some changes to myself and my lifestyle. it is tough at first. but i gg to go on and move on. my focus will be re-shifted back to the correct direction.
gotta wait for this trial to end and await for the harvest to come.

individual life....

Updated@9:22 PM

hi everyone!!! sorry never been updating my blog. sorry to those faihful readers of mine...

well for me, life has been great and down. erm but in general, God is good to let me see things that i never imagine of. trials that i need to go through before i see the whole big picture. that's why i need to pray and led by holy spirit to guide me, show me the way.. went for bible study in gift of the holy spirit series. even though it is only 1st lesson and is taught before in the earlier bible series. God still remind me to be perservere and lean onto God, being led by holy spirit.

I tried. that night when i doing my qt, i pray and pray and sing his praises, lift my hands and worship Him. the tangible presence is all around me.. i can feel it. i begin to hear his small still voice through the midst. He speaks to me. the problems i have in my mind begin to surface and lifted up. i felt so free. i teared in the midst of bursting everything out of me. i asked God to answer my prayer. I cry out to Him.

" If It is your will for me to do this... let it come to pass and happen before me...."

these are the words i said to God... i stand still for a moment. walk with God is so beautiful, communication is very vital. word of God impacted me lots.

So after a while, i kneel and i sing in tongues worshipping him. if i know how to play guitar, i would have taken it out and play and sing along. well i played the worship songs from my mp3 player. all these happen during in the early hours. around 3+ in the morning last night. i like to spend my quiet time at night..

I been sleeping late recently, i am more awake at night.. how i wish i have more chances to fellowship with her, talked to her. meet her. being up late waiting to have a chance to talk to her, but was rejected times after times. but i am not upset... i still focus and devoted to talk to her even though she might treat me coldly recently...

well things happen at the wrong time. i was unwise about certain stuff and pull me down and face the few problems that hinder and pondering me, make me troubled and upset. how i wished i had listened to her and be wise about my decision. But through all these that happened, i also learnt something and grow from it.

ok, that's all. sorry for the negativeness. i am alright. yeah. i am postive already. stay tuned for my updates. *cheers*

Updated@12:13 AM

Five Practical Ways To Show Your Love To Others

1. You show love by sticking with someone through tough times.

2. You show love by adjusting to others.

3. You show love by reaching beyond your comfort zones.

4. You show love by offering encouraging words.

5. You show love by putting their needs above your needs.

FACT: Words of encouragement and love need to be spoken - because they can have a great impact.(Love) bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. 1 Cor 13:7

Updated@2:19 AM